Feel, feel for me because I can't Control, control yourself because I can't for reasons unbeknownst to me a penetrating nightmare shakes my heart and I'm cold Thoughts lay frozen under, not getting old Ghosts hold me down and slip me my fate I'm pushing through but fail to relate Hope flashes by but never will stay Whispers ignored as I'm pushed away Rain, rain is rushing to the ground now as if something would reward it there But me, I just wait for it to end I don't rush to anything I'm well aware there's no reward for me When cherished things and simple tricks that used to occupy me have died out Then I'm sold Dreams lay frozen under, I'll never hold The sum of these lives Brings no relief to me The will of my smile has gone depleting me I'm here in the dark I reach to touch a hand But mine passes through

As he grows, the boundaries of his knowledge shape his views and choose their prey Time slides by, but nothing he can grab onto will keep him anchored down. I need to release myself and make a me with new eyes that see the waste. Why he paints his life this way, he may never find out, for it's too late. I release myself from this cold now bound for me, and I try breaking the stone While I teach myself about which path's best for me, still I try breaking the stone Baby eyes, heart of hopes and dreams, I know I'll die if unfulfilled. Desperate cries announcing all my secrets to the souls who came inside I dream of packaging myself and offering to the world what's left in me. Please, I need my life this way Don't attempt to engage me in some change I release myself from this cold now bound for me, and I try breaking the stone While I teach myself about which path's best for me, still I try breaking the stone please i need my life this way i need my life this way my life this way i need my life this way my life this way